Memoir Monday

Sometimes I think I can be a spontaneous person.
I mean last year, I thought I could be funny by being a random and stupid person.
And I what I really found out is that I was acting like a retard.
I don't want to sound like a boring person, but I recognized that I was looking like a fool
with my jokes with out sense and the faces that I put.
I really thought that people would like that, but I was wrong. What I was doing just made me get a bad reputation. And so if I wanted to act normal, like how I really was, people would not take me seriously.
So on summer vacation I changed, I stopped being so random and spontaneous, and started to be myself.
I could be random sometimes for the hell of it, but when I talk serious people can understand me now, not like before.